Menangis sesaat sangat menenangkan..

Sudah lama x menaip, harini aku rasa nk menaip..actually baru lepas menangis. Bila banyak masalah datang menghimpit diri, timbul rasa bahawa kerdilnya diri ini di sisiNya. Aku xtahu apa yang aku runsingkan, tapi yang pasti, selepas menangis rasa tenang yang amat.. Aku tahu perjalanan masa depanku masih jauh. Demi adik-adikku, aku berjanji akan kuatkan semangat dan tidak mudah untuk mengalah.

huhu..sedih

mlm ni xleh tdo lena sangat..terjaga dr tdo kul 3pg sbb smlam tdo awl sangat..sedih sbenarnya.memikirkan keadaan yang xseperti dulu. Hopefully bleh kembali kepada yang asal..

All about heart

I don't know why, tonite i feel so anxiety for myself. I don't know what i am afraid for? Usually, when i want to go to IPPM i'm got so sad for myself.
Actually, i'm less of hope to be there,.. I can't wait to finish my study at IPPM. My heart was so sad to leave this home. I love my siblings. Thats wat i know.

MY Study Table

My colorful table decorater

I like the colourful things. My world become so wonderful with variety of color. This is same with my feeling. I'm become so easy to go through wif somebody if they are be kind and honest to me. But somtimes, i think dat i was so fool and idiot for wat had i done. I agree with all people surround juz to make people happy although somtimes i will cry after said so..so..I am an easy going person. May be YES for wat my romate said that colorful means u are always change ur mind. Hmm.. Well, for me, i juz want to make peoples around happy and dats all..

When will I DRIVE MY OWN CAR??

This picture is during the time my frens and i waiting for the pakcik Tapa/Uncle Kumar/ Pak Kob/ U.Kupu.. to go outing. Sometimes, it take so long time to wait. When the all pakcik come, we need to rush to 'cop' the pakcik neh.. If we are late, we need to wait for the bus. But the bus is seldom going to our college.. I keep thinking about the car.. What should i do? I have no money to buy a car although juz for the kancil one.. huhu..I'm getting mad to think bout it..

I'm Try To wear dis selendang

For the first time i try to wear the selendang. hahaha.. i thinkselendang is not too suit to my face. I'm getting cubby la.haha.. But, becoz of diz selendang is a present by somone, i Keep on wear it. May be this selendang is match with my bj raya in pink kaler below?..

My New 'Baju Kurung Moden'

I was so proud with myself because, for the first time i can manage to produce my own Baju Kurung for this Hari Raya. This cloth is worth about RM

tHE Kain Batik= RM16

The Alas = RM 8

Kain 4 Baju = RM10

Upah = RM35

The total is RM60.00

I think Kak Yus had try hardly to sew my Baju Raya because she only can sew juz only Baju Kurung without fesyen..